Adam, in context your words are appropriate for a purely social or a primarily religious forum.
All too often in this technical forum, you have wasted the time of others with diversions and religious references when all that was wanted was for people to find a solution to their problem. That is why Jon limited your permissions on the forums.
I am happy for you that Elena appears to be a success story. But here, you have alienated not less than three productive members who don't come back very often. In our context, you are seen as more of a negative factor than a positive one. The only thing that keeps you here at all is Jon's policy to avoid permanent bans.
You might think I am being harsh, but sometimes I find myself with the choice of being harsh or lying to someone. You might find this harder to believe, but I respect you enough as a person to try very hard to avoid lying to you by giving you a "blow-off" type of answer. Many people on this forum have requested your permanent removal. I honestly do not know how to advise you how to change that, other than that change must come from within you.