here are my responses to some of your intelligent comments, and some of the ones that are uninformed, my good friend or enemy:
You are going to disappear into a monastery and keep off the Internet for a while?
I DID NOT say that! what I said, if you would please re-read what I wrote, is that I WAS AT a monastery for the entire weekend for my first visit of what I hope to be many, regarding a possible vocation in the community. if you don't know what that means, it means joining a monastery and committing to the lifestyle until death.
hope that it gives you whatever it is that you seek.
I don't need to SEEK anything my friend, as I have already found it thanks to the real God, which of course is Christ. And everyone at the monastery that I've met thus far knows it, and I've made it very clear that I will do everything in my power to grow in the true faith with them and give everything God has given me to assist others who are God's people and are fighting the good fight against the evil forces that are running this world, whether they be corporate leaders or not. This is part of. Paul's teachings and instructions to us.
Adam, HOW DENSE CAN YOU BE to not recognize what I have tried to tell you for months on end? You give what you get, If you give disrespect, you get it back. If you give respect, you get it back. What goes around comes around. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. How hard is that to understand?
I'm not going to deny that I've made serious mistakes in my talks with you and the other professionals here on the board in the past Richard. And all I can do at this point is apologize for any harm I did cause back then. But that's pretty much over now. And what I will say with regard to ""getting what I give"" is that, God gives everyone their entire life to reconcile to him and make good, and as of now I have done that, and have for some time. I'm not going to tell you what events of my life have transpired to transform me into the person I am now, but what I can tell you is that you're seriously mistaken in thinking that I'm disrespecting of others. I respect all of you guys TO A DEGREE, and the only reason I say that is because I know very well that all of you guys suffer from many things, one of them probably being a disbelief in God because of the ""unfairness"" of your lives and/or ""what you've been through or what you've had to deal with"". I talked with a priest today at lunch who was a seminary teacher, and we talked a lot about the many reasons why people think God is not loving. and trust me Richard, I know all of them, including the primary reason why you are not a believer. And I know you're thinking I'm delusional and crazy, and I also expect a response to this post from you telling me that in words, because you've done that everytime in the past. Now let me tell you I'm not a prophet or a soul reader, primarily because the real prophets died centuries ago, but I'll also tell you that the secret that resides within me is something you don't have, and if you ever met me in person, I may be able to help you out or at least make you think about your beliefs and how they're a little off track. All I'll tell you is that the truth can not be found in science or in your philosophy. It's in a very small room of your choosing, and it's waiting for you if you want to search for it. That's all I'm going to say. I will also tell you though, even though you're going to disbelieve it, that I have seen a few things in the last 7 years that you do not believe in, and have been spoken to recently from others you also cannot see, regarding what just might happen to the human race if they don't discard their intellectual nonsense and their pushing down and causing God's people depression in harm. And trust me, if they keep doing it, they're headed for hell. And I can tell you that it's not fun. But then again, you probably won't understand what I'm talking about. If you don't, don't worry about it. I don't blame you. I'm simply mentioning this.
May I also say that I'm concerned in the slightest that God will punish me getting angry with you and the others here for showing your disbelief in such a sharp manner. If Christ can show his righteous anger towards tax collectors in a temple because he was a human being, I'm also authorized to do the same thing. If you don't like that, that's tough. Because I can tell you that during my lifetime, I will do that many times, and some of those times will shock the recipients because they will be living in error and not even realize it. And I dearly hope my actions will make them contemplate their mistake, at the very least. Furthermore, I'm looking forward to your typical reply telling me that ""I'm crazy and delusional"" and that ""I'm worshiping nothing"", or that I'm not a ""true Christian because I'm not showing love 24/7 to everyone on Earth, all the time"". Regarding the last point, do you want the truth? The truth is that the man who appears in the future that is able to do that, which of course will not be true, will obviously be a false leader. Now whether that will be the devil in human form, who can say. But there will come a day when he does emerge as the false leaders and address those huge crowds of people in those big cities who are lost and are looking to worship an Earthly idol rather than the real God who is hiding in secret.
I also wanted to tell you that this post is written specifically for 2 reasons: 1) to address you in the manner I've shown, to try and help you endlessly which I will never give up on, and 2) because I intend to show these words to the faithful people in my life who also know the truth of this world, who respect and appreciate me as a brother in Christ and know exactly why I have said what I've said. Have a good evening Richard, and I look forward to continuing this.
Oh and there is one other addition to this richard, you might want to know that my way will win in the end. When the earth comes to an end everybody that hasn't come to Christ and the truth and has lived a life that goes against what he stood for and what he preached, but mostly I'm talking about the evil people not necessarily those that are nice people, all of them will die accordingly and like I said before it's not going to be good but Christ is going to take the same approach to defeating them that he took defeating the devil 2,000 years ago. and that approach is that he's going to let the evil destroy itself so he's going to let the political people the people that fight for money and the people in governments that are evil who want to destroy the world essentially fight it out so they start to destroy themselves and somewhere in there he will return as prophesied and finish the job so if I were you I'd reconsider.